Goodbye/welcome

Today had been a day of goodbye's... Farewells are just bullshit if you are not the one leaving but the part waving the idle hand... I just remembered the words of an Indian tycoon, interviewed by a famous journalist about his wealth and personal life, celebrating his Forbes 500 worldwide entry. Once asked "when did you feel the first sign of wealth and power you are about to acquire?", the Bollywood figurine-alike answered "when I realized that my fingers and toes are enough to count the ones I love and those who loves me'... A western educated business man would mention a first commercial experience... or the cliche of wife and kids...

There are few people who always loved me and been there for me, even if I didn't pay attention or simply betray them. For those one, I stand up and sing loud;

Yes I understand that every life must end,
As we sit alone, I know someday we must go.
I’m a lucky man to count on both hands
The ones I love.

Some folks just have one,
Others they got none.

Stay with me.....
Let’s just breathe.

Practiced are my sins,
Never gonna let me win,
Under everything, just another human being.
I don’t wanna hurt, there’s so much in this world
To make me bleed.

Stay with me....
You’re all I see.

Did I say that I need you?
Did I say that I want you?
Oh, if I didn’t now I’m a fool you see,..
No one knows this more than me.
As I come clean.

I wonder everyday
as I look upon your face.
Everything you gave
And nothing you would take.
Nothing you would take,
Everything you gave.

Did I say that I need you?
Oh, Did I say that I want you?
Oh, if I didn’t now I’m a fool you see,..
No one know this more than me.
As I come clean.

Nothing you would take,..
everything you gave.
Hold me till I die,..
Meet you on the other side.

from Pearl Jam "Just Breathe"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kuq7RYQ8Wa0

Ekin, Ferus, Bulo, Shama, Nasii, Erdink, Sinanaki, Utchu, Ancuta, Miami Vice, Gorkem, AishaRose, Sa-buzz, Topcu's, Karali's, Yilmaz (Eniste), Nuris; thanks a lot for any second shared with me, even if I wasn't available for you...

I wish one day I will be able to show my joy of having you around as warm as Jack is greeting me each day I arrive home (as if I am not the one forgetting to refresh his food or water)